Have you ever seen someone so anointed that you would often times say..."Man! I want to be like so and so", Well this isn't a revelation for me, but for some of you who have said that and maybe even are modeling your ministry or life in general off of someone that you admire...You have no idea what they have gone through to get to where they are! I have experienced a new level of anointing and I tell you, it's lonely and people misunderstand you a lot. I see things so much more spiritually than before and so there are things that totally vexes my spirit, but others around me don't see what I see and wonder why I'm not laughing or why I am not in the conversations. It's because I am waiting on what I need to do next for God. I don't want my life to be filled with meaningless carnal filters, but I am on a mission to see souls delivered. This past Sunday Bishop said to check your temperature...are you hot or cold or just lukewarm? I want to be hot! Everyday I want to be at a consistent temperature, it has it's pains, it's rainy days, but God's Grace breaks through the clouds and gives me strength to stand. Growth has it's pains, but I'd rather have a temperature than to be walking around cold-dead or lukewarm-sick. I'll take the pains...The bible says if I suffer with him, I'll reign with him. I encourage you to keep growing, that's what we are supposed to do. The bible says "from glory to glory", so lets grow together!
Today I read the prayer of Jabez 1 Chronicles 4:9-10 and also watched Jentezen Franklin I just got back from a much deserved 2 week vacation and I am so glad to have a home to come back to! I have had moments of re-evaluation through out this trip and I must confess that I have come away with more "to dos" than "have dones" on this trip. I certainly have a lot of work to do, but the one thing that I know is it's going to take a lot of faith. More faith than I realized. And to top it all off, the first sermon that I hear when I come back is on the prayer of Jabez. Just reading the prayer made me feel unworthy. I know God wants to bless me, but I feel unworthy to ask him. I know that he will open up doors for me to travel and deliver his word, I just don't know how, and I feel awkward asking him to bless me and enlarger my territory, I am not looking to be rich and famous, I just want to influence peoples lives through my testimony, and the wo...
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